Fragile
I've never seen Leo as fragile. Except for right now. I feel as though I have to protect my boy from his own body. I feel as though I need to keep him from turning his neck. I feel as though it is on me to make sure he doesn't fracture his neck and require more surgery. He feels very fragile to me right now. And I hate that. For the majority of his life, I have loved how Leo is. I have loved his physical body and seen God through the vulnerabilities that Leo displays. It's just a more obvious way to see what's in all of us. No one has perfect physical bodies. His needs more care. And that's that. But this is different. This is instability in his neck and trying to help him protect his spinal cord. This came out of nowhere and blindsided us. This realistically could have ended Leo's life had we not found it. This is helping his bones to heal, meanwhile a movement that his body cannot help but do is not good for his neck. I don't like this. I'm no...