Preschool
Leo started preschool. Honestly, I thought this would feel like a bigger transition than it does. I mean, at the end of the week I can feel the difference. But on school days, our days our smooth. We're two weeks in. He goes Mon-Wed mornings. I'm not looking forward to the first bad day. I'm not looking forward to bringing home a sickness. But, he has honestly been loving it. It's going well with his daytime nurse (HUGE PRAISE). And I'm enjoying some time to myself--to do enjoyable and productive things. I think there's two big things in my head when it comes to Leo going to preschool. One is: past me would not believe this. Two is: with more regular time to myself, I have space for feelings to come up and be felt and processed from losing two babies and then my firstborn having a major surgery. I'm afraid that this sounds like I'm being dramatic or harping on something, but I know I'm not. I am taking space to process the last 4 months in ...